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My God never forsakes me...

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Why do you condemn
me for my faith?
why do you have to envy
what I have built?
Why do you have to crucify me?

Has your faith been blemished
by the world
has your faith been broken before the feet
of kings and queens
who have mocked you so?
has your named been tarnished like a rusted pipe
that no one wants to look at you twice?

Has your faith been dwindling all this time
has your guilt caused you to think your sins are remained
has your life been bombarded with trials and sufferings
that no one has come to your aid?


I have come from afar
like the northern star
which pierced the quiet night
I saw a king born in a stable where the star was shining bright
He came to bring all the light

Why do you curse me for believing in Christ
why do you curse me for praising my King?
Why do you curse me for trusting my priest?
why do you curse me for having child like faith?

Will my God deliver me to a place
where my body will be broken?
will my God deliver me to a place
where my soul will be tarnished and pierced?
Will my God send me like sheep to slaughter?

Did I not do that unto Him?

Did He not sacrifice all for me?

Yes He did.

Listen to me those who doubt me so
listen to me those who told me there ain't no hope
like the prophet Job
who lost all his possessions
who heard him but angels in intercession
He braved the storm
He braved the fire
He braved the trials with his heart with Godly desire
and God called him friend..

Will God's love ever end
will God's love expire
will God's love be conditional?
Never ever ever

God is love
God is mercy
God is good
and God is grace

If humiliation and disgrace
render my flesh and my face
then let it be
If curses and spits stain upon my feet
may I always remember what Jesus did for me
if laughs and contempt come sneering through
the lips of people whom I once knew
trying to tear me from my faith...I will not be shaken
make no mistake my God is always with me
I am never forsaken
listen to the voices of the angels above

Reign is the King of Kings
Jesus Christ the Son of God
is my spirit and soul's triumph
He is my deliverer...

I am never lost for long
for the Lord God will deliver me back
to His fold

Where are you now
you who have mocked me so?
Where are you now
you who have tormented me in my heart
tried to pierce me so that I would lose my soul
you who have cursed me for my faith
in my God and church
for believing in my priest and God's great promises

I believe
I am destined for great things
I believe
we are destined for great things
are you ready to believe
the many blessings Christ is about to bestow upon you?

Are you ready to believe?

Christ is the promise of a good tomorrow
Christ is the great rock from which we can stand
Christ is the healing which we can find laughter...

Can you see Him now?
Can you see Him now?

If I wander astray
He leads me back again...

O Lord giver of life...
Hope and salvation....

Give me grace to carry on...
for You have claimed me as Your own...
forsake not the work of Your hands...
bring me up and prove them all wrong
that Your words are mightier than that of man
that Your words are greater than the swords and powers of Kings...

Help me O God
Your child is calling to You....
My mother was talking about how my family has been buying properties and stuff and how I am making a meager salary.....then she said trust no one...trust yourself and your family...

But I trust God and my priest and my church....I didn't say it directly but I said I trusted that there are good people out there... and my mother said all the more reason why she has to work hard because I would forsake her one day...

this make me feel sad. I have trusted my parish priest for a long time. If he didn't care for me he wouldn't have called me for counseling. He wouldn't have done it for his own benefit...this I believe. Otherwise he would have just...I dunno...I think he means well..at least I believe...but since my mother said what she said I was feeling hurt-then doubtful- then angry- then doubtful- then now I am trying to say I trust in my feelings and I trust in God..and my priest...but I love my church and my priests. is that wrong?

I am currently trying not to scream or cry....but I choose to believe what I believe...what if I fail...what if i am forsaken? What if my mother's words prove true?

I would be rendered a failure! But I suppose if I cling unto the word of the Lord, His hands and words will sustain me...

Please pray for me for an increase of faith...

10:48p.m
Friday
16/8/13
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Sapphire-X-Dreams's avatar
This is beautiful. How many times have I wanted to speak these same words to those that persecute and hate true Christians? 

I see that you're going through a storm. But I believe GOD is strengthening your heart. He is near to you in your brokenness and He is strong tower when you're tossed around in the storms of confusion, doubt, anger, and sadness. He'll lead you; so rejoice! Rejoice in the LORD always. For He's standing right beside and will never leave and never forsake. He'll show you the right road to take and He will never fail you. You are His child and He'll cross heaven and earth to just let you know that He's here for you and He's not going anywhere. ;) 

Praying for you~

May God continue to bless you in abundance.