Psalm 37:24

The sun is lit
and the night is doused
the flowers wake and the trees are roused
all the things which were asleep has now arose
and how the sea of variety looks like a table lain with fruits aplenty
in this quiet room
I find my solace ...
O vast world where the mortal feet shall tread
for how long no one but the Lord shall know
and wherefore he shall rest
wherefore his soul leans towards
I pray that he leans towards the breast of the Lord
God Jesus Christ

Handsome God...
Beautiful God...
Loving God...
how does one soul long for Your Holy touch

O my heart is heavy like the boughs of the trees
whose burden are roses red fruits as same as its flowers bloom
the sun her heavy brows are thick with sweat
and the flowers below they sigh with impatience
for the heat of the day has caused the wind to falter and sway
very slowly

in the midst
upon that mount
waiting for me
was the breath of my purpose
the song which my heart yearns to sing
all the time
the taste of sweetness in every thing I eat and drink
the Lord and Savior...my beloved spouse ...Christ Jesus the God of Gods
Shepherd of my soul

How I long to be nearer and nearer to You

He stood there, shy smile and all
His face far more radiant than the most beautiful virgin brides in a row
roses and roses of roses of roses
red rogue upon their cheeks
and wine drunk upon their lips
lips of honey, tongue of wines
spilled across the mouth how does her groom find his way
to taste them and then mingle the wine and his to find that they taste sweet together?

How the fields stretch as far as it can be found
how the fields sing a song to give the Lord Jesus Christ our Lord
laud over lauds and lauds over lauds
over and over and how my God, my God He can sing
and when He sings the flowers droop and blush in shame
in envious shame, how they blush!
for His voice, so beautiful, sweet to hear, and taste
the soul rejoices in His singing
for His singing echoes over the mountains and rises across the valley high
towards the Heavens
and the ears of the citizens of Heaven
all sigh and kneel prostrate before Him

O my God
I have sinned
the moment You forgave me
How inapt I can be
my mortal flesh so frail and weak
my kneels fall down and my soul is heavy laden with guilt
yet my proud lips ashamed now...still stained with pride
refusing to allow prudence to persuade me to speak
refusing to allow humility encourage me to reach Salvation in front of my eyes
O great God of Gods
in You alone I find my solace
and how my soul cries out for You
Beloved husband
Your hands hold my peace
Your hands hold my heart
Your hands hold my entire life

I love You so
with a burning, yearning passion
how I love You
I love You as a bride loves her groom
For You are my beloved
You are my betrothed
I am a worthless sinner
an unworthy servant
an unfaithful wife
a cheating bride
and how You reach out in contrast to my unbelief
contrast to my constant wrong doings, me a sinner- grief!


You reach out Your hand
You lay a finger upon my lips
and say nothing
But Your lips speak plenty
though those ruby rose sweet cherry coloured lips are sealed
I can tell those words of love and mercy overflow
as You look at me
I find my soul at rest
at rest

Beneath the arch of a green and yellow veil
where the flowers are rich and abundance growth
where the fruits are sweet and her volume shows
You pluck one from its grasp
and then You lean over to whisper
I am like that of the fruit
but I am tasteless and I am unfruitful
much less containing any kind of seed which can grow to produce good...

But You tell me no,
You are within me...
You laid both hands upon my chest and said
behold, I am Your seed
and Your hands shall guide me
You shall be my stronghold
You shall be my eternal Salvation
You shall be my laughing and rejoicing
and I shall be reunited with You one day
when You come again
and we shall be together forever
where no man nor beast can destroy...
my hopes and joys
my laughing and my rejoicing
O Lord Jesus...

Yahweh God...
I knelt before You
You came knelt down to meet my eyes
and then You, o sweet handsome lover
You kissed my forehead and held me close
like the skin which curls upon the body of a rose
You hold me close
and that was sufficient
in all the world
nothing can satisfy this hunger in my soul
than that of Your presence,
than that of Your Love
than that of Your grace, mercy and saving guidance and protection
You satisfy me
and I long to be with You....